every time my phone goes off my stomach drops and i hope its you calling…
i dated this kid for two years and when we broke up we never really stopped talking till we got into a big fight and i moved away for school. recently i went home for spring break and i saw him my last day i was there hes called me every other night to talk to me and asked me to move in with hiim when i come home in may…is this normal…does he miss me…why is he asking me to move in when the last time we spoke was three months ago and we stopped because we faught over stupid things and now this…what do i think what should i think…? some one help me i love this kid and i deny it whenever im asked because i dont want him to no and i dont wanna get hurt again!!!
i just wanna fit in…be the girl who doesnt cry herself to sleep….the one who knows shes as smart as she really is…the girl every one wishes they could be like i wanna be that girl with her hair down her back with the perfect man on her side the girl who doesnt hope then be let down, love then be forgotten i wanna be the girl he loves forever and realizes that im a real girl and not just some toy to play with when can i be this girl…?
why stay some where your not happy…?
why cant life be like the movies…?
why cant i click my heals and be home, or rub a magic lantern…?
i just wanna go home
i just want to be loved
and i just want him to miss me back
so they say the one who hurts you physically and mentally is the one you run to but why…? i ran to the boy who physically hurt me and till this day i still feel the pain i wish it would wash away before the next day but to wake up and him not be there makes my day the worse it can be to no hes 600 miles because i ran away from him knowing it saved my life i wanna run back and be with him is this o wrong…?